i awake each morning mam to start a new day but the pain of loosing you never goes away i go about doing things i have to do and as the hours pass i think of you i just want to see you hear you cuddle you then i realise that your not hear and my heart cries for you just to see you again mam to say goodbye to say and tell you i love you and i always will the day you left mam i just didnt know you were going and now all i have is memories of you that i will forever hold dear i miss you so much mam and wish you were here its so hard for me to say goodbye to you someday mam i know we will be together again until then my memories of you ill keep near love you mam shane xxxxx