this is my speech mam what i wrote for you 5 days ago and i never got to read it to you at your funeral i just cant belive that your gone and that im never going to see you again when i look around everything just reminds me of you and it hurts so much that my heart cries tears for you you helped me mam with so much through my life you was not just my mum but my very best friend too you meant the world to me mam and still do you were the best mam any child could ever wish for this world is a much lonely place without you you were amazing mam in every single way nobody couldnt ever say nothing bad about you you were a woman of many stories and laughter those who were fortunate enough to know you mam were quick to find out what a lovely person you was and i know that your main motivation in your life was my dad me mike lisa gill jamie claire and all your grandchildren your laughter mam was your way of showing your love and affection towards otheres you were loved to bits and adored by everyone mam you made everyone laugh and smile but now your gone were all broken hearted and thats beacause we all love you so much mam you touched everyones hearts with your kind gentle caring nature and your heart of gold and as i know this is my way of saying goodbye i shed my tears but there is just a few more things i would like to say and that is i love you more than life its self i miss your smile your voice your touch the way you looked at me the things you said to me some funny some kind some even wise all the things you ever did for me mam i now see with diffrent eyes i remember every moment like it was yesterday you are gone from me mam but your memory will forever live on inside my heart i will never forget you you will always have a very special place inside my heart mam nobody couldnt ever take your place im so proud to call you my mam you suffered so much mam but never complained god saw you getting tired mam so he but his arms around you and whispered come with me with tears in our eyes we watched you slip away although we loved you so dearly mam we couldnt make you stay a golden heart stopped beating working hands were put to rest god broke our hearts to prove to us that he only takes the best but now your in a better place mam free from all the pain your up above in the heavens so high the angels took you to heaven to rest your eyes i know your an angel now mam looking down on us all so before i say goodbye just know mam that although were apart your spirit lives within me forever in my heart im always going to be thinking of you and talk about you to everyone may you rest in peace mam until the day we meet again may god hold you in the palm of his hands goodnite my precious angel love you always your ever loving son shane xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx