as we come to the end of 2010 this is the 1st new year without you mam and although 2010 was a sad year not having you by my side brought many a tear to my eyes as we move forward into another new year mam i would just like to wish you a very happy new year up there in heaven i hope your looking down on me mam and are proud of who i am and what ive become i have you to thank for who and what i am mum you brought me up to be the person who i am today and having a mum like you makes me feel so proud as i know there couldnt ever be another mum to ever take your place you will forver live on inside of me you will always be a part of me mam i hope you can read these words and know with each word you feel all my love for you love you so very very much mam your always in my thoughts and in my heart your ever loving son shane xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx